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my misscarriage

hi i was about 9 weeks pregant i didnt even now i didnt now who i could go to or who to talk to so i went to my boyfriend this point i new he was cheating on me but didnt want to tell him i knew but i told him i was pregant he went mental at me started hitting n punching me n then he pushed me down the stairs and i began to get realy bad cramp in my stomach i couldnt stand i was screaming for him to help me he didnt n i lost my baby n the women doin my scan asked weather i wanted to now the gender of my baby i sed yes it was a girl but my bf made sure i didnt have it n ii miss her soo much everydai i look at her scan

miss s

****my little angel****

hello,my name is elsa,a happy wife n mother of three girls.after seven years me and my husband dicided to give it a last try for a little boy,so yeah i got pregnant in july of 2010 and like around 14 weeks they told us it was a baby boy.we were so happy and everything was going fine until one day.i was 24 weeks pregnant when i went for my regular check up n dr said there was no heart beat.i was by my self that day and i felt like the whole world was falling on top of me. in jan,25,2011 i deliverd a still born baby and toknow its been two month and 4 days and i still think of it like if it was yesterday.how can i deal with so much pain after knowing everything was fine with my baby and i.please if somebody can help me cuz i feel like i can keep on with my life.i miss my little angel every single day since he left and dont know what to do now....please somebody help me!!!!

Elsa

Not Knowing

On September 22, 2010 I fell in love. The boy I fell in love with was my best friend and the sweetest guy ever. We knew we were meant to be together, we started going out on September 22. Not long after that I went to a wedding with my dad and had a couple drinks even though I was only 17. I'd drank before so I found no reason I couldn't drink now. The following Monday I returned to school and during my first class I got what I thought was my monthly menstruation. As the day progressed I began feeling very ill. I figured that It wasn't serious so I just took it and went to the rest of my classes. By my fourth class I hate what I thought we cramps, though they felt ten times worse. A couple of my friends comforted me, I joked that it felt like I was giving birth. I texted my mom and asked her to bring tampons and some acetaminophen. At lunch time I made my way down the hallway, hunched over holding my stomach I waited for my boyfriend as usual. The pain became so unbearable that I had to sit down. As soon as my boyfriend came around the bend he hurried to me and asked what was wrong, by that time I was lying in the fetal position clutching my torso. He helped me up and took me to the nurses office where they had me lie down. After about 20 minutes I began throwing up. I'd never hurt so much in my entire life. I went home soon after. A few days later I discovered that I'd had a miscarriage. I hadn't even known that I was pregnant. I was devastated, as was my boyfriend. We missed the child we'd never known we could've had. How is it possible to love someone you hadn't even known existed? Whenever my boyfriend would hold me after that his hands automatically went to my tummy. I cried for days because I felt so guilty. I had been too careless and my baby had to suffer the consequences. Since then I can't stand the thought of alcohol. I never want to drink again. Maybe some day I might drink a little, but never again will I drink unless I am sure that there isn't a beautiful little bundle of life inside me.

Twink

Miscarriage

Hi.iam 7 weeks pregnant now.rather I was pregnant until yesterday. I had severe brown discharge from 5 weeks on n later it transformed to my regular period bleeding at my 6 weeks and 4 days.I had no pains whatsoever. They took an ultrasound yesterday,both transvaginal n abdominal.but they couldn't detect the sac.they dint want to right away confirm or rule out miscarriage eventhough they mentally prepared me for mc.they did a blood test imm and the results after a while was told as hcg levels 842.they told me to repeat d test after 4 days to check if d hormones are still dropping and then they can confirm mc.I was very scared,nervous n upset before the ultrasound.but now I donno I totally don't feel sad abt the loss.may be having read so many stories of having a healthy baby after bleeding, i still have little hope for my pregnancy to continue?

Chinni

My Tragic Story

My name is Zoe
It's not easy sharing my story, you will see for yourself and you will know how diffucult the last year of my life has been.

I was 14 when I got pregnant. It was a stupid thing. We didn't mean it. Me and my boyfriend of, at the time 8 months, were at a party, we got drinking and the story goes on from there. I don't know why we did it, I regret it completely.

When I found out I was pregnant, I was so shocked. The first thing I did was that I called up my best friend. We talked for so long. At first she didn't believe me. It was so strange, I was barley a teenager.

I then decided to tell my boyfriend. I was soo mad. He broke up with me, leaving me with his unborn child, heartbroken. I loved him.

I then told my parents. They were even madder at me, then told me to never set foot in their house again, and kicked me out.

I ended up living at my grandparents house, they wasn't too happy about it but they would put up with it.

About a week before my first scan, my boyfriend called me up, begging me for forgiveness, telling me it was going to be alright and he would be there for me. I was so relieved, and I invited him to the scan as well as my grandma.

The baby was happy and healthy

As the months passed, me and my boyfriend grew stronger, it was amazing. I loved him

When I was around 7 months pregnant, I awoke to terrible news.

I don't think anyone will ever understand the pain I went through, not only then but typing this now.

My boyfriend got into a fight with a gang. The gang were drunk and high. They cornered him and beat him. One pulled out a knife. He was stabbed 10 times in the throat.

I loved him
And I still do.

I was so traumatized and heartbroken that it caused my water to break and for me to go into early labour.

She wasn't ready
My baby girl wasn't ready to be born

She died in birth on November 23rd 2010

I will never be the same again
My parents refuse to let me live with them again as I am a disgrace to the family name
I am unable to concentrate at school and will not pass my exams
The love of my life was murdered
My baby is dead

I hope you appreciate life and how precious it is. Please don't get an abortion. I considered it at first but now mother nature has taken my baby away, I would do anything to give her back. Please, don't let an innocent child die

Zoe